Insane logica

I don't know what being in love demands. I have felt it and realized that it's so painful, but still if you have got the feeling, you have got to share them with the one you love. She says, she trust me, she likes me, she believe me, she adore talking with me, she takes my classes - i take hers.... but why this relationship gives you a sweet taste and sometimes get rotten with general misconceptions. People admire and feel great being in love, and how they learn surviving? Is it so easy! I wonder..! No, my case demands more and more survival and outcast. Enduring the fashionable and flavorsome love and affection and being perpetual .. whats wrong in it? Apart from all this i have few words to say about my life@(ehl o vee ee)! I want to yell the deadlocks but my heart stops me! I know she's got certain limitations and family constraints.... i still have to say.. lets get to know each other as much as possible.... she too agrees. We shall go on, and will face it when time comes...! I don't believe in dreams and the world of imagining, but when i dream of our friendship, love and affection, i wish the dream come true one day in my life. So i've got to survive! Lets go ahead!