November 23, 2006

 

And the reason is you .....!!

Million times......i heard the song - "the reason" from Hoobastank TODAY for the first time! Lyrics goes as...

"I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you........"

The word hoobastank is somehow raveled to me for today at least, so curiosity made me to search about this word. Here is what i found (randomly)- {Hoobastank, at the time it was formed, spelled as Hoobustank (pronounced the same way as "Hoobastank"). In an interview with Launch Yahoo!, Doug Robb (the band vocalist) said the name had no particular meaning: "You're going to ask me what it means. It doesn't mean anything. And it's really cool, it's one of those old high school inside-joke words that didn't really mean anything."}

Apart from this, i just tuned to this song in my vlc player this morning after reading the newspaper and when the song started playing for the first time the initial guitar chords reminded me of something and i went some 6 months back when i was trying to catch-up the chords of this song, unknowingly the song comes from band Hoobastank. Even i was untouched with the lyrics of "the reason". Now i feel like ..... why i left learning those chords man ..!! why ..!! How sweet the song is ... !! I never minded playing & learning guitar, but now semester pressures are loading up more and more... so i had to leave it. And nostalgia never ends to blast my mind..... and i always feel like bellyached to myself....! People use to demarcate the things coming in their life usually which depends upon the situation. Inevitably the same thing made me to get secluded from playing and learning guitar and i started keeping myself amused. And the song closely relates my pathetic situation, if someone don't consider the visual part of the song. And i can never forgive myself for this abysmal as well as wistful act........ Because the reason is you and the reason is unraveled now !!


November 16, 2006

 

Internal crush matters....???

Another insane logic boggling up in my mind at this time, like i was just dreaming about it last night. I couldn't resist myself to share this logic with people. So the point is, "CAT is knocking on the door, 3 more days to go, 2 and half hour fight with some 100 ques" .... not for me this year, but for lot of my friends who are either in 3 year course or senior to me. Again i couldn't stop myself to make wishes to all of them. Incidently i start to talk myself, a monologue starts in my mind, things just came up like 0's and 1's .... all binary formats. So interpretation was not that easy and my machine level interpreter stopped working. Finally i came to know that i was doing nothing at all and was in zero. I don't know why it happens and why with me only. May be, i don't know whether the same goes true with others too or not. Why sometimes i feel happy and jolly and why the sadness comes next second to make me look in zero ??? Is this going to turn around something in my life ???... no worries, but why not??? I have a great desire to see myself in one of the top institutions of india, sometimes i feel regreted and sometimes i just realize my time has not came yet. Still insanity goes inside my mind, the matters seem like puzzles and riddles. But why why why ....??? Suddenly the situation changes, I start feeling cool and cozy and mood counter resets at its default value. "Ten more days to go, I've to mug-up the whole 5 modules of all 5 papers for end semester examinations." I'll be passing out with a B.Tech degree and a job in hand "agar bhagwaan ne chaha to" but it is never going to keep me satisfied in future. Yeah...i know that!! But why I think like so, why things not come that easy way??? Despites looking at zero, I know I'll have to decide something ... at least now at this stage of life, where I've got another chance to make my dream come true. And more or less dream can come true only when i know what i am dreaming for each and every second of my life ahead. I need some moral boost-up, some care, some proper strategic plan and a lot of concentration and ofcourse I'll have to leave another co-curricular parameters of btech life. I will .. I will ... I will.. I will... Om shantih shanntih shantih...!

Anyway, now it's time to feel good as my elder brother (Bhaiya) has finally got in a company having nationwide reputation, the wages, package and facilities are the best he ever got. He seems to be happy with this job now. I'm a bit happy too with this news. But, Guwahati is some 18-22 hrs train-journey from Patna. Now, my Papa will get loaded with the family works and departments which were handled by my Bhaiya till date. So both things - Happiness in terms of good job and sadness in terms of work-load on my father- came simultaneously. But still life has to make a story which i am acting in and running throughout my life searching rays of happiness. Medium is not purely conducting - poles and dipoles are created in conduction path : +ve and -ve, only two polarities remain there which decides the flow of life.


November 15, 2006

 

A new glass glue opens the path to optical computing

I am going to post my first blog but.. but...but not satisfied as i've just copied and pasted the latest innovation related to "Laser in Silicon". I thought that i'll write something on my own but it's already clicking at 3:45 morning, so better lets have a sound sleep now. It will be a test for my blog too.... let me check how it works or appears in other sense when i finish the job with my very first blog. Here it goes !!

==> Scientists at Intel and at the Univer­sity of California, Santa Barbara, have managed to combine an indium-­phosphide light emitter and a silicon chip to produce a hybrid laser that, years from now, could lead to cheap terabit-per-second connections within and around computers.
Lasers and other optoelectronic devices carry billions of bits through our telecommunications networks every second. But the materials they’re made from, exotic semiconductors such as indium phosphide, and the costly manufacturing techniques involved in their production have kept such gigabit-per-second connections largely confined to long-haul telecommunications. By integrating optoelectronic devices on silicon chips, Intel and other companies, notably Luxtera, in Carlsbad, Calif., and STMicroelectronics, in Geneva, hope to make optoelectronic bandwidths affordable enough for your average notebook computer.
Stacked up: Intel found a way to power its silicon laser by bonding it to a light emitter made from indium phosphide. Electrons and holes combine in the indium phosphide, generating light in the region just above the silicon laser cavity.

It has been a difficult quest. Silicon is not a natural for producing and manipulating light. Nevertheless, Intel and Luxtera each have been able to produce silicon versions of optoelectronic components, such as waveguides and the modulators that encode data onto the laser. Intel even produced a silicon laser chip, but impractically—it had to be powered by light from a separate laser [see “The Silicon Solution,” IEEE Spectrum, October 2005]. Now the researchers have been able to overcome that problem by binding a light emitter made from indium phosphide to a silicon laser cavity. The key was in making a kind of “glass glue,” a thin layer of oxidized material, on both the indium-phosphide light emitter and the silicon laser, and then bonding them together [see illustration, “Stacked Up”]. Applying a voltage to the indium-­phosphide device produces light that passes through the glass into the silicon. Intel still has some kinks to work out of its new laser. For one, the laser peters out if the temperature rises above 40 °C. Commercial chips typically must work at up to 80 °C. “We have a pretty good idea of what the limitation is. We have a new test chip in design and hope to move [the working] temperature up above 70,” says Mario Paniccia, director of Intel’s photonics technology lab. His group is also looking to reduce the amount of current needed to get the laser shining. Right now, it takes 65 ­milliamps, but Paniccia hopes to get the device operating on less than 20 mA.


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