Insane logica

Estella.... the character i was introduced with this early morning, when a message entered my inbox around 4:50 a.m. Am i standing at Pip's position who tells his story autobiographically in “Great Expectations” by Charles Dickens ? And is she's been trained to live Estella's way?
.........As a vaquisher, so i am, do i think Pip's way? ...... Or as a loser, am i the kind of man who's being pursued?... Tell me, what are my great expectations?....